Back On the Wagon

With some major set backs, I'm now getting back on the wagon. My life is so complicated right now, everyday I ask God to please give me strength. Without going into details and to protect my families privacy, all I want to say is that I never thought I would be in the situation I'm in today. Oh well, what can you do? Life is most definitely full of surprises and not all of them good. All I want to say today is that I'm getting back on the wagon. I saw my best friend over the weekend and she game me a little dose of reality. If I want change, I have to make it happen. With the holidays approaching all I can think about is that spring is literally just around the corner. Time goes sooo fast! I Do Not want to go through another summer without wearing shorts. I 'm so tired of being afraid but then not being motivated or mentally strong enough to make it happen. I guess those are just excuses. I can do this! If anyone is reading my blog, I ask that you pray for me please! I have to turn my life around and get back that Abbie I know.